Another Day..

Hey! today has been a very long day! Classes seem like they never end, the sun isn't shining, I was told earlier by someone they hope I go home and slit my wrist (yeah I honestly couldn't tell you why ..they just dont like me.) Which brings me to something that has been bothering me. Lately I have found out about alot of people that don't like me. I really don't understand why though. I try to be extremely nice to everyone around me and not seem like a "dislikable" person. Is that a word? but I guess it isn't working. I mean I can be annoying when I am hyper and I tend to talk too much sometimes. haha. Im sure you couldnt tell with these blog posts. but still I like everyone unless they are actually mean to me. I am pretty shy when it comes to people I don't know unless I'm hyper then I talk to anyone and they probably think I am a freak. lol. I'm trying not to let it get to me. I mean all I can do is be myself and I guess if people don't like me for being me than there really is nothing I can do about it but i just dont think its right not to like someone you don't even know. I have made friends with people recently and heard things about them before that would make them seem like a bad person but none of it was true and they are great people. Hatred spreads way too quickly and words get twisted too often. It really isn't fair to a lot of good people with bad reputations because there are those that are judgemental. I suppose I have ranted enough and honestly I don't even know if anyone is going to read these. Oh well. it is a really nice way to let things out.
love,
steph