Hii.
So today started out okay. I didn't have my English hw done first block so I rushed to do that but thank God I got it done. I have got to stop procrastinating. I really don't like to do it I honestly try to get homework done but I get distracted by everything when I try. Oh well that isn't what I am irritated about. Today I found out that I am banned from the second cheerleading tryouts. I have cheered since 7th grade and this year at tryouts I was going through a lot of emotional..crap. I was seriously a wreck and I knew they would be having second tryouts so I was going to get everything straightened out by then. Well today I was informed that at practice my "friend" who I was telling how bad I wanted to try out again stood up and said that people like me who have already tried out and quit are not dependable and should not be allowed to try out and it isn't fair to the other girls. I am not going to get too personal on this thing but I was in such a bad state..I didnt quit because I was lazy or I dont enjoy cheerleading. I love it. It just really makes me upset that after everything Ive been through with these girls they cant stand up for me and say yeah she should be allowed. Especially after all the Hard Work Ive put into the team and how many times I have been stepped on. Even at Pep Rallys I would stand with the freshman because the other girls in my grade didnt want to even though I had cheered longer than them. I learned my tuck in like 2 months so I could have it for competition. Oh well....
steph..
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